There're things that people don't know; there're also things that everyone knows but doesn't talk about...

Sometimes, I look at people... and think: Everyone has a deep(and probably dark) secret. Things that we had somehow experienced but never talked about. Things we don't talk about until we do talk about it. Well, for instance... SEX. Call me conservative or whatever. But I simply cannot accept girls losing their virginity at the age of 14... or 15... in other words, an age that i consider immature.

Innocent no more

During our high school years, we AVOID the topic.(some people might be doing it but no one ever talks about it, let alone admit it!) The word of s-e-x could even make some ppl blush. In college, we talk about it. TOO MUCH I think. Like it's a daily routine in our life. NOT MY HOWEVER. I simply cannot imagine ME having SEX with someone. Well, I admit that perhaps I have little or no experience in relationships, nor have I ever really fell in love before(Don't be mistaken, I LIKE GUYS kay?). The thing is, if I were to have sex, it would be with someone I love and trust. And I don't think the word LOVE has it's significance to a 14 year old girl(sorry no offence, this is not against anyone so don't take it personally if u happen to be one of those ppl who i was reffering to) I mean, sometimes I look back at the days when I was 14, thinking how foolish I was back then. Uncountable crushes, but non came close to LOVE. The point is, I'm 18 and still couldn't figure LOVE out, so how is it that a 14 year old girl could?!

I don't blame you if you're thinking: GET A LIFE and STOP JUDGEING PPL... OPEN UP ALREADY! Well, I'm sorry to say that I can't. It's not as easy as u think. Ever had the feeling that you wanna break out but just couldn't? Like your somehow stuck, like a soul imprisoned in your own body? Well, nevermind if you hadn't. But that's what I feel sometimes, in fact all the time.

Or maybe I dream too much... fantasizing that someday my prince will come and get me. He would be one of the kind .He'll see me the way no one else has ever seen me before. Come, SMACK me in the face and ask me to WAKE UP! What can i say, dreaming seems to keep me alive sometimes =] I mean, it's not everyday u get to be pricess...
Time to get back to real world, where every body has secrets. Secrets so deep that people do know but no one ever talks about. A world that people could look as simple as possible but deep down is as complicated as ever imagined.

REALITY.