2nd post of the day, brilliant.

BRILLIANT.

But this one's totally pointless. I just need to pour, again.

I have 2 assignments due right after hols, 1 which I'm already on late submission. 1 essay waiting to get started, 2000 words *swears silently in the heart*. And I'm currently STUCK. Yeap of all times. Outta ideas outta inspirations outta whatever shit I need to get me started on both the assignments.

HOW???? I'm just gonna die and rot in my room.

STRESS OVERLOAD can die dot com sigh I don even know what am I typing now.

Life's not bad actually, in fact, it's pretty good. It's the fact that I always have to be so attach to uni stuff that ruins it all. It's not like I'm doing good in class you know, means I have to work harder than the rest to keep up. And working harder = spending less time with frens = locking myself up in the room more = me turning into a loner = totally lifeless = UNHAPPY :'(

And you know what's worst? I can't stop cringing. HELP. I NEED TO STOP MYSELF. Sigh or not maybe when I go back no one will be able to recognize me and I might as well go join the FAT Club wtf -.-"

I hate it when I just keep looking for food and grabbing whatever I can find then shover everything into my mouth. And after that I feel bad. I feel fat. I feel worst.

I blame uni uni uni uni, stupid assignments.

I have no life :(

Everytime people ask me out I have to repeat the same process or rejecting even though I want to meet them up badly.

Friend: Hullo are you free? Wanna go for lunch?

ME: Sorry can't, I have assignments.

Friend: Come only la, a meal wouldn't take very long right?

ME: Can't, I'll get distracted :( *sulks*

Friend: What's so hard bout ur assignments wor?

ME: There's nth hard, just that I'm going through a brain-jam, no ideas. Haih. Sorry ya maybe tomorrow.

Friend: Aw ok lo then bye bye.

ME: Bye, have fun.

*Curse assignments*

Sometimes I even have to lie and give some lame reasons because no one believes me when I said I need to do assignments. But actually I don't want to give the same old reason again because it only makes me feel 10 times more lifeless and stressful

Still very STRESS. And feeling very FAT. But wait, maybe I'm already fatter.

*sulks again*





I feel helpless this time, I really do.