friends. sometimes i wonder if i hav any.

my hand is hurting till the point where i would chop it off in order to sleep.

im tired. so tired. but the pain is wide awake, calling out rolls of tears.

it's the second time i gave up lying there and just feel the pain, it get's worst every moment. the pain. my left hand feels like it's on fire.

and so far the best thing someone can say to me is "call ur bf, ask him to blow blow."

oh incase anyone IS wondering im typing with my right hand.

apparently some people think it's damn funnnnny wor having a burnt hand.

im in one of my worst state, just, let this be over please, i really can't take it.