Friday, September 01, 2006




We dwell in a world of separateness and incompleteness, looking outside ourselves to fill our hidden inner emptiness, hoping that the right one would come along eventually, ready to take us in no matter how ragged or torn we are, accepting us as a whole.









All we're looking for is

Someone who will admire our inner beauty and love us for who we are

Someone that is willing to accept all our flaws without condition

Someone whom we can let our guards down and open our hearts to

Someone who would never break a promise or would rather not give one at the first place

Someone whom we can trust and give our hearts to

Someone who understands us without the need to explain

Someone we could understand without the need to explain

Someone that would walk with us in the rain

Someone that would know when we're putting up a smiley face when in fact we're sobbering inside

Someone that can be our shelter when it's raining outside

Someone who never fails to be there when we need them

Someone that would love us the same in the morning









You may be surrounded by tons of people but deep inside, you still feel like you're in solitariness, as if you weren't a part of the world you live in. To me, that's the true meaning of loneliness.






Incompleteness is like

An angel without wings

A body without a soul

Adam without Eve

Fairytales without happy endings

Cinderella without her glass pumps

A king without a throne

Mary without her little lamb

Jack without Jill

A night without stars

Her without him




I think this is kinda cute
















A smile on his face is all it takes to brighten up her day




This is damn saddening lol. Found it in Jovi's blog.



Yee Shuang got stabbed by Pui Mun

The rules: Bold the statements that are true to you. Italise the statements that you wish are true. Leave the Fibs alone. Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.


I miss somebody right now.

I dont watch TV these days.

I wear glasses or contact lenses.

I love to play video games.

I've tried marijuana.

I have been in a threesome.

I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.

I believe honesty is usually the best policy.

I curse ( sometimes )

I have changed mentally over the last year.

I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. ( scary~ )

I'm TOTALLY smart.

I've broken someone's bones.

I'm paranoid sometimes.

I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

I need money right now.

I love sushi.

I talk really,really fast.

I have long hair.

I have lost money in Las Vegas.

I have at least one sibling.

I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.

I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.

I like the way i look.

I am usually pessimistic.

I have a lot of mood swings.

I have a hidden talent.

I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.

I have a lot of friends.
( that's what they tell me, and what I wish for! )

I am currently single.

I have pecked someone of the same sex.

I enjoy talking on the phone.

I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.

I love to shop.

Enjoy window shopping.

I would rather shop than eat.

I don't hate anyone.

I'm a pretty good dancer.

I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.

I have a cell phone.

I believe in God. ( sorry, I'm a free-thinker ).

I watch MTV on a daily basis.

I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.

I've rejected someone before.

I want to have children in the future.

I have changed a diaper before.

I've called the cops on a friend before.

I'm not allergic to anything.

I have a lot to learn.

I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.

I am shy around the opposite sex.

I have tried alcohol before.

I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.

I own the "South Park" movie.

I would die for my best friends.

I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.

I have used my sexuality to advance my career.

I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.

Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.

I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.

I am happy at this moment!

I'm obsessed with guys.

I study for tests most of the time.

I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met

I am comfortable with who I am right now.

I have more than just my ears pierced.

I walk barefoot wherever i can.

I have jumped off a bridge.

I love sea turtles.

I spend ridiculous money on makeup.

Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.

I'm proficient in a musical instrument.

I worked at McDonald's restaurant.

I hate office jobs.

I love sci-fi movies.

I think water rules.

I went college out of state.

I like sausages.


I love kisses. ( Don't know :/ )

I fall for the worst people.

I adore bright colours.

I can't live without black eyeliner.

I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.

I usually like covers better than originals.

I can pick up things with my toes.

I can't whistle.

I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.

I have ridden/owned a horse.

I still have every journal I've ever written in.

I can't stick to a diet.

I talk in my sleep. ( I wouldn't know would I? )

I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.

Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.

I have jazz in my blood.

I wear a toe ring.

I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.

I am a caffeine junkie.

I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.

I have been to over 15 conventions.

I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.

I'm an artist.

I only clean my room when necessary.

I like a person of the same sex.

I love being happy.

I am an adrenaline junkie.


That's me :)

See how nice am I? I'm doing all this for you Pui Mun!! Haha :P


I wish to stab...

* Tsae Yun
* Christianne
* Yih Lin
* Joel
*
Jovi ( Hah I'm stabbing you this time! :P )







Jovi tagged me a week ago.

The things I do for friends... Theeee Heeee :P
Here goes~

10 years ago I was
A nerd

5 years ago I was
Still a nerd -.-"

1 year ago I was
Happy

Yesterday I was
Hoping someone would call me out for Merdeka Countdown :(

Just now I was
Cursing cuz I already did this yesterday and now the whole post is gone so I have to start all over again! GgrrRRrr!!!

Ideal places I want to run to
My room
You ( Yeah I wish! )
Anywhere as long as I can be left alone


5 things I should be doing right now
Not this
Preparing for my presentation which is tomorrow!!!
Studying for trials
Sleeping
Getting over


5 biggest joys of my life
Sleeping
To see you
To see my mates everyday
To see a rainbow after the rain
To be acknowledged and appreciated for the things I do


5 person I'll tag~
Pui Mun
Ashley ( Hah my turn to tag the 2 of you!! )
Tsae Yun
Bob
Kwan Yew

I skipped parts of it cuz it's similar to the last tag I did
This is the 3rd one already -.-"


That's all for now. Toodles~

P/s: Sorry for the lack of updates. Wasn't in the mood to blog thses days.

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